After a long time I didn’t write to this sucksblogever….what??now lets talk about ….ok…my dream…A ROCKSTAR!!!hahaha…..its seems like a big dream that come from a small men…sucks..
A few days ago I’ve been finished reading a book.. I think that kind of great book I ever read. OK.
HEAVIER THAN HEAVEN. this book tells about a long journey of a great musician. Kurt Cobain..do you ever hear that name? yeah,,everybody know that he is a dopeaddict who shoot his own head. A very dramatic realstory tells by Charles r. cross.
Kurt had a happy childhood. A good family,,great sister, with amazing talent of art and music. But everything changes when his mommy decide to divorce his husband. The reason is, she’ve got another men that better in economical than Kurt’s father. But kurt live with his father…
Kurt heard many suicide story when he was child. First his company commit to stick his neck into nooses..Second his granpa’s brother commit to die with OD himself..Third his uncle commit suicide with tore out his torn, n die until out of blood. Kurt said to his another friend that he has suicide gen in his blood, because of that…
But he pays attention to his talent. He does music all the time, until he is mastering it. Then he make a band, and it is not easy become a great musician.. But he can beat that. He is a superrockstar,with NIRVANA.
Become famous can’t make Kurt happy….he need something that very complic,,so he try drugs that make he felt deeper in his loneliness…His wife took him in rehab..but he just can’t do that..one thing that make him happy is his daughter….but its just can’t make himself denied his biggest dream,,that’s kill himself.
Sometime when we get so fall away to our loneliness, we just can’t thing clearly. Be honest I used to think like Kurt think. But now,,I think I need to grow up. I need go out and smell fully-spirit-live-of-the-world.. I need to forgive myself, n become believe to my own self. The most important thing is explore my talent. Feel that anyone is care for me, even though they sometime come more talkative.
Anyone who ever think like me (or like Kurt),,please realize that all your company is care about you. N do what you like to do..stop become down because of something. But get up, get out, n JUST DO IT!!
Because there is one that always keeping you: THE AWESOME GREAT FATHER EVER. He just never let you down, n giving you a great talent-that your duty to make it grow. Do your hobbies n explore your talent!!!
BYE SUCKS, see thou to the soon post..
