LOVE = BULLSHIT

Belakangan ini aku sering banget malezz klo ad orang ngomong tentang cinta. Rasanya aneh aja…sedangkan beberapa teman yang lain ngrasa seneng banget klo ada yang bahas tentang cinta. Apa seh cinta? emang tawa?tangis??yang pasti buat aku cinta itu siksaan.cinta butuh pengorbanan,

Cinta itu mengikat kita. If u ever try it, I’m sure you’ll addicted. Dan itu gak uenak puol!!we always need love… We always need someone to showing her/his love to us. Klo ndak kita terus berusaha nyari sampe ketemu. Dan itu gak mudah, kita hrus berkorban buat itu. Itu menyakitkan. Klo gak dapet2 menyiksa banget. Tapi klo udah dapet, rasanya cuma sekejap,n itu bakal flowing like a wind..ngilang gitu aj..rumit, susah, mbulet, uangel buat diapahami.

Truzz kita harus ngapaen??secara pribadi aku berusaha menghindarinya. Aku selalu tanya ama Tuhan, kenapa dia menciptakan cinta yang begitu kejam. Look,, karena begitu tersiksanya aku merelakan diri buat doa puasa. Berharap aku terlepas dari siksaan cinta-salah satu harapan doa puasa, masih ada yang lain-,dan menjadi lebih dewasa dalam menghadapi maslah ttg cinta. Bukan berarti aku tertutup buat cinta. B’coz I think it just not a right time to think about that anymore. There is a time, but not now. Friendship, and family is more important, than that now.

So the conclusion is….love is what??yeah that’s true….BULLSHIT

But one thing that anyone could ever know….

The greatest love that anyone could ever know..

That overcame the cross and grave to find my soul..

Allowing himself in crucified..

Sacrifice for me and never ask me any reciprocation..

It save me, and never let me alone..

Many times I was broken his heart..but still he forgive me…if only I ask..

All for love he give to me…just only love…

Only Jesus Christ…..my true love

Regard, HIS son-ryan (OX)

RISING

The starting, beginning, wtf. I woke up this morning, very tired, sleepy, coz I came late to home yesterday night. My friends just trapped me in his home. I set to came home at 10.00, but, he sucks..he ignore me when he was chat with our friends. Hahahaha…. But it’s okay…(one information I write this when I was deserting from school. Actually the reason is I’m tired.hahahha..)

about this blog, I making this becoz the request of one of my friends. I think that was a good idea. Have been long enough, I try to making this blog. But I prefer playing a game than writing a sucks thing like this… LOL ^^ I’m joke. it will be more pleasure showing the world about what we thing, what we fell, what we like, what we love…and I’ll very appreciate to all the readers that want to look around (read around to) to my blog…

Why I choosing “rising” in my first posted blog title???hahaha… it simple… sun is rising, yeah???sun is bright right??it also set to…sun is the live of the world. Without sun world is nothing. So I hope with my first blog I will show up to the world, and telling them who I’m is…and hope after they know who I’m I can become the one who help anybody with my ability..and when the time come I’ll set, like the sun is set…fabulous!!-like a impossible—fuckbigdream—s**ks!!!^^

Okay that was dream only hope, desire, but nothin’ is ever impossible.

Let me say thanks to everybody—yeah b’coz it’s my blog, I’ve the right writing what I’m tingking, right??(LOL)--. Thanks to my savior Jesus Christ, that lift me up in his shoulder, and let me-the badboy-become his son, and saving me from endless torture. Bankzaters no. 29,, hahaa..u forcing to making this blog, but thanks. If nobody forcing to making this I’ll never making this (me is equal as lazy!)LOL. who is next…..hmmmmm…my parents, they always giving me what I need, and the one who really love me. Music, my eternal friends. And all my friends IWAK-Mania(2SMP), EksSepuluh-EmpaT(1SMA), ELSCITH(2SMA), BANKZAT(3SMA) I will never forget to what you’re teach me-about love, and friendship.

Heheh….let post!!!